Thank you for giving me nine years of your life, which I repaid you with dishonesty and betrayal. I’m truly sorry for all I’ve done, but I hope that life is kind to you from now on. I hope that you continue your journey of self-improvement and that you persevere with your photography and writing, because I always knew that you had talent, just like your brother.
Please know that you made me happy, but that I’m sorry that I couldn’t he the one you needed. Don’t think that it’s because I didn’t love you; the reality is that even though I’ve let go, I still love you to this day. You can hate me for that if it helps, but I can’t change the way I feel. I’m sure you’ll find someone who can give you what I could not, but I hope they love you as much as I.
I don’t want you to forgive me, but please forgive yourself, if you haven’t already.