Brown Eyed Girl

Thank you for giving me nine years of your life, which I repaid you with dishonesty and betrayal.  I’m truly sorry for all I’ve done, but I hope that life is kind to you from now on.  I hope that you continue your journey of self-improvement and that you persevere with your photography and writing, because I always knew that you had talent, just like your brother. 

Please know that you made me happy, but that I’m sorry that I couldn’t he the one you needed.  Don’t think that it’s because I didn’t love you; the reality is that even though I’ve let go, I still love you to this day.  You can hate me for that if it helps, but I can’t change the way I feel.  I’m sure you’ll find someone who can give you what I could not, but I hope they love you as much as I.

I don’t want you to forgive me, but please forgive yourself, if you haven’t already.   

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Author: Becca

Dead to the world, dead inside.

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