I pushed myself too far and quite possibly over the edge….
A transwoman messaged me a few days ago and we’d exchanged several messages. I actually though she might like me, until I realized she just pitied me. She was younger and easily better looking than (ugly) me. In the end, I had to just shot down the conversation by wishing her all the best, then I blocked her on Facebook.
Triggered, big time. The damage has been done, so it’s too late. I should’ve known better. I fucking hate myself and how wretchedly ugly and disgusting I look and how tall I am.
I HATE BEING TRANSGENDER.